There are so many thoughts that run throughmyheadallthe time. Constantly..about sooo many different kinds of things. I don't think I ever have a complete thought lol...like right now, I can't even get through a whole sentence on here without stopping and dazing off into space lol..
It's odd though.. The way my mind works. The way I think. I know a lot of people who don't understand me for it. Including my family...well...I don't know if I can call them that anymore since I've been shut out.
But anyways,
So yeah...I really had no intention blogging today....hell it's been a while since I have blogged...lol.
You know..you shouldn't hate people...it's such a wasted energy. The only person who gains from is the person you are hating. But yet....I find myself not immune to it. Also, I have found the actual meaning of it as well. I find mine as a slow burn hate...it doesn't drive me...it doesn't make me plot evil against the person...but I don't want to think about this person, I do not wish at all to see this person again, or hear their voice or even their name spoken aloud by someone else..it will put me in a bad mood in an instant.....
Sooo....what exactly does that say....when in all actuality, the hate is from my OWN perception. My own side of the story..
Isn't crazy then, that
"Their perception is your reality".
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